Trapdoor

A relapse can feel like starting over. Like every step you took was erased the moment you fell. But that's not true. The work you did is still in you — it's just buried under the weight of a familiar shame. This song lives in that space between falling and remembering you know how to stand. The room you swore you'd left behind still knows your shape, the wounds you dressed come undone like they were only ever held in place — but you're not the same person who walked in the first time. You notice it now. You can name it. And that changes everything, even when it doesn't feel like it. Trapdoor isn't about recovery as a straight line. It's about the version of you that keeps reaching, even from the floor.